What I guess I will do is give my backstory how I got to where I am and then express how it is going from day to day carrying all this. I have a lot of mixed feelings and I actually stayed up all night thinking about this and how I should do it. I want to just start putting down whatever I feel as kind of a day to day capturing of where my mental state is at any particular day. I guess I want to at least give whoever stumbles upon this some kind of set up to how I got to this place in my life where the end is the only option.
Like I said, it may not make any sense or it may be something someone can relate to and not have to feel embarrassed that they are the only one who feels something like this. We'll see.
I'll start putting things up in a few unless something happens and I wind up back in bed.
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