Thursday, December 9, 2010

The beginning of the end

Just a first post to I guess mark my territory and kind of give the purpose of why I am on here. I am pretty much going to document things that have happened this year and some of the thoughts and feeling I have had and am having as I work my way to the end.

Some may see this as kind voyeuristic exercise of a person that has been mentally wrecked and is existing in their last days. Others may feel a connection to the thoughts and feelings and find some kind of help to whatever their problem is. Some may be indifferent or view it as a cry for help.

How it is perceived is something out of my control. I can only state the daily torments and struggles I am going through and I guess have a tangible mark of my existence when I leave this world.

Thanks in advance for those who join me and decide to follow me on this path. I don't really know what to expect but I can promise I won't hold back and always put the truth no matter how painful. I have been living this way for months so it's not going to make a difference at this point what comes out.

Again for those expecting vivid coherent thoughts or perfect spelling or grammar, don't expect perfection from me. Don't expect a flowing masterful narrative. I will just write what I feel and try to make some sense of it all after it has been typed on the screen.

I'll be updating this more probably today or later on so we'll see how it goes.

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